for ken

CREATIVITY is allowing yourself to make mistakes.
ART is knowing which ones to keep.

Psst, inday. Quote yan na nakita ko for you. Kahit tingin mo na wala ka nang pag-asa sa larangan ng arts, meron pa. Alam mo bakit? Kasi I've been praying for you ba. Pero para magwork ang prayer ko, dapat mgmake ka rin ng action para effective. Diba?

May artistic abilities ka man ba. Di ako kaloko or something. I just know na it's deep inside you. Maganda nga ang painting mo kanina sa  arts. Kaya mo man pala. So, wag ka madiscourage.

Uyyy, tama pala. Sorry kung you stayed up till morning para sa ating soc stud project ha.
And sorry sa times na sige ako utos. I'll change for the better na. Next year na siguro or something. :)

Ang cheesy nito.
Char masyado.
Pero sige lang.

I love you, ken! Kahit di mo ako sinasali sa mga GM mo, love na love parin kita.
Mas love pa kita compared sa love ni MOO mo para sayo. Dapat pag may mga anak na tayo and nameet na natin ang ating one true love, magpunta mga anak ko sa bahay niyo ha. O kaya kayo magbisita sa amin. Basta. Then magkain-kain and ang tawag ng mga kids mo sakin kay TITA, then sayo rin.

Diba yun promise natin to each other? HAHA.
DAPAT MATOUCH KA NG GRABEH PAGMABASA MO ITO.
DAPAT LANG. :))

kasamok uy

NGANO MAN KA MAGHILABOT SA TAO NA DILI GANAHAN HILABTAN, HA?! NGANO MAN JUD KA MANGHILABOT SA KINABUHI SA UBAN?!

(nagbisaya ako, which means, according to joy na galit na galit kana)

Fourth blog ko na 'to this day. Siguro naaannoy na kayo.
Inis kasi ako masyado ngayon uy. hindi ko na mapigilan. I really need to express my feelings na talaga. Alam niyo bakit? super duper chismosa yaya namin sa buhay ko. Namiss ko na sana siya kasi wala siya for one week, pero nagchange na iyon lahat. Nagchange na! Officially enemy ko na siya, parang si Melay, ang dati naming magaling rin na katulong.

HINDI NA MAKAYA NG AKING HEART ANG INIS!

makapatay man ako nito ba. Nagacomputer2 lang ako, waiting for text messages, laughing at blogs then bigla siyang nagtext sa akin. (nasa cagayan kasi siya para samahan younger sister ko) Random masyado ang tanong nya. Chismosang grabe talaga.

Sabi pa niya:
"Ahmm may taning lang ako ha ahm bf m vah s ****  (censored ang name) sbi ka ng 22o promz di kta susumbong kang mama at papa m faye be honest ha share u lang gud sa akn faye gud gurl naman si ate *** (name niya) bsta promz k yan sau hindi ako magsumbong faye..."

Then sabi ko, "hindi uy!"

Nagrep siya. Sabi pa niya, "Be honest faye bad bya if di honest ha sumbong ko nalng faye, alam ko na ksi eh"

Sabi ko, "Hindi lagi" (kelan man siya makaintindi uy!!!!)

Dun na talaga ako nainis ng grabeh sa reply niya sakin dyan. Sabi nya na,
"Ahmmmmm lier, ka faye, ha ahm sowe ha kse nung nag laba sna ako nang bag m din tiningnan ko man lahat ang pocket nya tpos alm m kung anu nakita ko sa pnakamaliit na pocket letter oh mag dinay kapa faye ahm ukiey lng promz hindi kita sumbong sa mama m faye lve k kse kau eh"

Ikaw daw beh sabihan niyan.
Tas bakit man rin siya magbasa ng mga letter galing sa pinakamaliit n pocket ng bag ko?! magputok na heart ko ba. grabeh.

So sabi ko, "Alam n man un ni mama :P tagal n un"

Which is true. Hindi man talaga naging kami, pero alam man nila mama. So bakit ko man din itago uy! Hindi man ako takot. Matagal na talaga nilang alam, problema nga lang, chismosa lang talaga siya masyado. Sige tanong2 ng mga samok n questions, lalo na about sa past ko. Interested siya masyado sa buhay ko, bakit?! Wala ko man siya ginagalaw dito sa bahay ba. Di ko man un gnapakialaman.

Ayaw ko na siyang replyan sa tinext niya bago lang. 06:48:36 pm.
"Kaylan lng kau naghwalay faye i think mhal kpa nya ksi kwawa tlga cxa sa sulat faye i think mabait din xa!"

Bahala ka dyan samok ka. Ayoko nang mgreply sayo. Period.
Kung magtanong ka why, siguro walang signal dyan.

Chismosa ka te.
ILOVEYOU too. grabeh. Namiss sana kita, pero now hindi na.

what college major are you?

Okaaaay. I've been thinking a whole LOT about college this week considering that I'll be graduating next year. Lapit na kasi. I really have no idea as to what I'll be taking up for college. As in NONE. So I tried a quiz about college majors. Here are the results:

You Scored as History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in History, Anthropology, or related majors (e.g., African and African-American Studies, Chinese, Classics, Cultural Studies, Economics, English, French, Geography, German, Greek, Hebrew, International Studies, Philosophy, Sociology, Women's Studies, or other Liberal Arts majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests.

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

94%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

63%

Psychology/Sociology

63%

Religion/Theology

56%

Education/Counseling

44%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

44%

Visual&PerformingArts

44%

HR/BusinessManagement

31%

English/Journalism/Comm

31%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

31%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

25%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

25%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

19%

Mathematics/Statistics

6%

ka.OA uy

Everyone deserves a second chance.
I've had mine so this time I'm trying to make it right.

I've been broken several times. Everyone close to me knows that.
But being broken doesn't mean it cannot be fixed.
Im just broken.. not destroyed.

HAHA!
yucky na masyado ang ginapangyawyaw ko.
as in yucky na. oa ka faye. oaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

projects? PROCRASTINATE then patay ka.

im really really bothered. this week's schedule is really really hectic with really really makabuang projects and really really grabeng deadlines.

i wanna cry sa sobrang pressure. pero no, i won't. not to mention that my sanity's on the brink of bye-bye na. im going insane na! oh no, that can't be. i still have to finish highschool and college and have a job and get married and start a family or something! i cant and i shouldn't be INSANE na as in sira na talaga ang utak, so i have to maintain my composure no matter what. Ha Ha Ha!

i was really really really paranoid kanina. good thing shiongshu was there para macool off ako kahit kunti. thanks shongilicious! plus hol and janine and jemma and clarisse, kasi all of you are trying to help. :P i super duper appreciate that. i love all of you to death! (lalo na si shong, kasi huggable) 

ugh.
DAPAT DI NA AKO MAG-PROCRASTINATE.
pfft. i always say that when i have projects, and usually that doesn't happen. i can't stop myself from procrastinating. it's so tempting. maybe it's a sin. oh wait. i think it is.
better check my Bible on that. (if ever meron dun) lol.

anyways, i better start with my filipino project if i want to pass this subject this quarter or something. i still have 80+ hours to go which means that i have a little more than enough time to finish it. but still! time flies really fast. so to keep my composure and my sanity under control, no unnecessary chat-till-you-drop moments muna, or laag or friendster, or igat2. i'm gonna be a non-procrastinating, behaved human being for this week.

NO PROCRASTINATING! It's BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD kasi..
two words:

it kills.

kapitbahay.

Ugh. Ako'y sobrang nalilito, sobrang nahihirapan.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang tamang gawin.
Ang alam ko lang ay dapat ako maging matatag para sa aking sarili at para sa iyo.

Katanga nito na post uy.
Basta, ganun yun. :)


P.S. Walang konek ang picture. Sige lang. :P

the MECHANICAL CONTRIVIUM

The Mechanical Contrivium is the automatic trivia generator of a thousand uses, providing facts for every occasion from school assignments to after-dinner conversation

I randomly found this site when i was reading ate raeshiel's blogs. Her results were interesting, so I decided to try it for myself.

Get ready. The trivias are really really out of this world! :Da

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Caryl Faye!

1. By tradition, a girl standing under Caryl Faye cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege.
2. Caryl Faye has 118 ridges around the edge.
3. If you toss Caryl Faye 10000 times, she will not land heads 5000 times, but more like 4950, because her head weighs more and thus ends up on the bottom.
4. It is bad luck to walk under Caryl Faye.
5. You should always store Caryl Faye in an airtight container in the fridge.
6. Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Caryl Faye', hated Caryl Faye and only wrote the book at her publisher's request.
7. It takes forty minutes to hard-boil Caryl Faye.
8. If you drop Caryl Faye from the top of the Empire State Building, she will be falling fast enough to kill before reaching the ground.
9. The only Englishman to become Caryl Faye was Nicholas Breakspear, who was Caryl Faye from 1154 to 1159!
10. Caryl Faye is the oldest playable musical instrument in the world.

whaaat?!

HAHA! :D try niyo.

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl

it just needs a little getting used to.

after foundation day.
so instead na mag-complain, i'm gonna try
to get used to my hair. i was pretty bored.
waha. stayed in my dad's office. :P

lessons from the salon

i am so FRUSTRATED!

my bangs are uber short na, parang walis pa! mali ang pagcut. i blame the hairdresser. pero sige nalang, people make mistakes. at least i have to try to be positive about it. i also learned a lot from that experience too.

First, communicate with your hairdresser. Always remember, the customer is always right. He/she isn't a mind reader, so you shouldn't expect that they know what exactly it is that you want.

Second, FORGIVE. the fault was not entirely hers. may fault din ako dun.

Third, the importance of prayer.
Haaay Lord, sana mabilis tumubo ang aking bangs! ito ay isang aspect ng buhay kung saan mo maaapply ang prayer. In this case, i'm putting my trust in God para mas mabilis humaba ang aking bangs. Thank you in advance, Lord. :)

Fourth, BE POSITIVE. ugh. instead of thinking na, "ngeh. dangas ako!", isipin mo na "weeee. my head's a shining beacon. a light to guide those who are in the dark!" lol. HAHA. funny but true. :))

Fifth, the essence of friendship. Kung sira ang bangs ng isa, samahan mo. Since marami kaming frustrated sa aming bangs, mas magiging happy kami. kasi diba, the more the merrier? So, that means, everyday sa school, we'll wear a clip para matago ang SUPER DUPER NASTY bangs. :)

whew. Rami palang lessons ang matututunan galing sa isang trip sa salon noh? :)